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Accidentally fell asleep on my skullcandy headphones (Y'know, the ones big enough to be their own amphitheater?) My boys are sore, and with me as well.

That is all.

True titty attack.

Having that kind of day where I could really just curl up and disappear. I could use the ability of letting someone close enough to just hold me for a change...

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BLOODLIFE
01:06 Oct 19 2013

That really does sound sad.

I hope the change you refer to is not to far away :-)

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CryingDutchess
03:48 Oct 19 2013

Thanks hon... Far is not the word, sadly.

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Day Two: not dead yet, but the overcast weather doesn't help.

The Evil Devil Queen (my mother) told me I'm worthless if I can't work while sick. So, I somehow made it to the office.

Started watching 30 Days of Night to kill time.

Now, taking an extended bathroom break to nap and write this

entry before ze Gestapo comes looking for me to do something

where I have to interact with one of our crackhead driver's.



Prognosis: Not looking good. I want to smack everyone's cup of coffee from their hands and incite a riot. My chair is fire-retardant

so the result I want and what I'll actually get are still too distanced.

Will attempt to cause another disaster instead.

I get a 1% boost for status. Yep. I am one major over-achiever

Sitting in group therapy as the only female, the only non-parolee and wondering why I am here....

I appreciate the stories, some of them are heartbreaking while others just make me work harder not to give people the stink-eye.

I'm not above anyone in the room, but I can't apply a single facet of their choices to my own personal demons.

I sit here, trying not to make too much eye contact for fear of unwanted flirting rather than normal human connection....



In short, this is shit and I wish not to be here.